The audience cheering from the other side of the curtain. The anticipation to open up a letter. The sweat rolling down you cheek as you wait for the gun to blow. The time spent outside a loved one's room, as you wait for the news from the doctor. All of us have been through this time, where we seem to have heavy heart. But the Heavy Heart that I would like to talk about today is something different. Something that seems to be natural for all humans. That heavy heart that comes from when you love someone so much. The heavy heart that comes when you look across the restaurant dinner table at her, and her beauty just seems to shine like the sun. But I guess my words may be cheezy in a way. I was explaining to a friend the other day about the difference between true love, and Eternal love. Now True love is when yes you truly love this other person. Eternal love though is the love that you have that you know will last forever. A heavy heart though comes through the deepest of feelings that you may very much have for this other person. But you can't explain them. Its like trying to explain what the taste of Water. It just taste like water. You can't explain what the taste of water is. So love is just like this. When you have a love for someone you just can't explain its of the deepest of feelings.
This is very much the Love that I found when I met a certain someone. She came into my life when I least expected it. She became a part of me and my life. She was that girl I could look at across the table and think in my head that I want to be with her for eternity. The real question is does she feel the same way? She totally does. She explains things a lot better then me. But when it comes to us, the only word that we have come up with is "different". But that's the thing; It is so hard to explain. When I think about our love, or the love that we have, it really is that eternal love. I not only love her for her beautiful physical appearance. But also because of her beautiful personality that makes me super happy. One amazing thing is she is always in tune with what I need. Even though I am away from her and she is going to school back at home, she sends me emails in the week on things she thinks I've needed. And it is exactly what I need to her. And that's not rocket science people!
One thing is that when we first decided to start this, we didn't know what was going to happen. I was deciding to return to being a full-time missionary for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and she was going to be going to collage at a local collage. So we both decided to pray about it. That very week, we both had confirmations that we should date. And that was what we did. We never would have thought it would have come to this point. Every time I think about the future with her, It feels 100 percent right. I see myself growing old with her. Holding her when she is sad, or when she needs me the most. I feel it is my responsibility to make her happy. And that is exactly what I plan on doing.
I love her because:
1. She knows what to say at the right time.
2. She is kind.
3. She is loving.
4. She likes Coke. ;)
5. She works hard.
6. We have similar goals.
7. She is in tune with the Spirit.
8. She knows that God loves her.
9. She keeps me sane.
10. She has a cute personality.
11. She makes me happy.
12. She expresses her feelings to me.
13. She trusts me.
14. She has style.
15. She has amazing leadership skills.
16. She lets me make decisions often.
17. She allows me to be me.
18. She lets me geek out about soccer.
19. She loves country music.
20. She has a lot of faith.
21. She loves to read, so it makes up for my fault to not liking to read.
22. She has an awesome family.
23. She is family oriented.
24. She cares about her family.
25. She cares about her friends.
26. She cares about me.
27. She lets me drive.
28. She knows I love Mt. Dew
29. She is a good kisser 😙
30. She respects her parents.
31. She knows the truth of the Gospel.
32. Even though she gets sick often she pushes through.
33. She endures.
34. She is an example to me.
35. She has a great sense of humor!
36. She is beautiful.
37. She isn't afraid of being herself.
38. She is smart-even though she doesn't think so.
39. She keeps a smile on my face.
40. She supports me.
41. She allows me to do what I feel is the right thing.
42. She corrects me if I need correcting which is often.
43. She likes ikea.
44. She likes holding my hand he much has I like holding hers.
45. She isn't afraid to tell me that she misses me.
46. She is open to seeing the good.
47. She inspires me to be better.
48. Her experiences have helped me in my life.
49. She allows me to love her fully.
50. We both want to be great parents.
51. She wants to be great mother. Like I want to be a good father.
52. Her nurturing character is the bomb!
53. She keeps me on the right path.
54. She helps me see the good in people.
55. She lets me geek out about things I love.
56. She wants to raise a family in the Church.
57. She is preparing to be a great wife.
58. She has her head on straight.
59. She is good with money.
60. She is not afraid to ask for help.
61. She is optimistic.
62. The way she deals with issues.
63. She works like she needs to get something done.
64. She likes Chocolate.
65. She will eat ice cream with me.
66. She likes the outdoors.
67. She loves dogs.
68. She never gives up.
69. She has so much faith.
70. She lets me be me around her.
71. She doesn't put on a mask when I'm with her.
72. She fell as hard as I did.
73. Keeps me on my toes.
74. Takes people in like they're family.
75. Loves the scriptures.
76. Loves God.
77. She knows that change can be good.
78. She sings like an angel.
79. She lets me sing...even though I can't haha
80. She will do things with me that I like to do.
81. She loves sunsets.
82. She loves the mountains.
83. She loves Idaho.
84. She knows me well enough to make fun of me when needed.
85. We can be ourselves around each other.
86. She keeps me guessing...keeps things interesting
87. She lets me talk about my childhood.
88. She loves my family.
89. She knows my sister is amazing!
90. She cares about my family.
91. She isn't afraid of telling me she that she loves me.
92. She wants a Christ-centered home.
93. She I'm a cowboy at heart.
94. She is my southern girl.
95. She has been through so much, but still stays strong.
96. She has amazing mother qualities.
97. She is everything hope to be and more.
98. She is one of best thing that has ever happened to me.
99. She is very quirky.
100. She knows I can be "a boy" most of the time but loves me anyways.
101. She allows me to pursue my goals.
102. She lets me take her out.
103. She sends me notes on email a few times a week.
Well the list can go on and on. I once heard it said that true love is manifested in the deep down feelings that you have fore a certain someone. I defiantly have found something special. I want to hold on to it forever. And I know it can last forever, as i put God first.
I love you sweetheart!
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